jehnt
omfg so much work. 
2nd-Dec-2008 03:35 am
I have planned my week out and I have so much work I just want to die. Due to some procrastination and sickness over break, I've got to write a paper a day. NICE.

I'll be back on Saturday. If you see me commenting before then, bitchslap me please.

In more OCD news, I have laid out my outfits and pajamas for the week under little pieces of paper for each day, which also chronicle each day's activities. Tomorrow while I'm breaking from work I will plan out both meals and sleeping/showering times. DEATH BY SCHEDULING, YES.

eta: I'll possibly still post in my journal because if I don't write down at least some of my thoughts, they jam up in my head and then have a party.

son of eta: Also, even though I KNOW I can't function properly without both my medications, it's still kind of a blow to take the provigil and be like, "oh, hey, I'm being productive, what is this madness?" Ugh. I need to learn that it's necessary and not just optional. That, to me, is the hardest part of being on medication: accepting that in order to be better, you will have to be dependent on something outside of yourself. uggggh why does life suck so hard sometimes.

moar eta: I'm out of staples omg how will I hold papers together!?!?!?!?

too much eta: Found staples. They are hot pink. TRIUMPH.
jehnt: (bsg - cain - razor)
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2nd-Dec-2008 03:43 pm (UTC)
ZOMG HOT PINK STAPLES. WANT.

Lol, laying out clothes with notes and daily plans. IF ONLY I COULD BE SO ORGANIZED. Would you like to come by my apartment and do this for me? Except you'd also probably have to stick the clothes and notes in bags because if they get left laying out, it will get messed up. I am such an enormous, disorganized slob, it's ridiculous. I probably need some sort of medication for productivity too, but I am so scared of chemicals in my brain. It's ridiculous.
2nd-Dec-2008 09:06 pm (UTC)
Ummmm, my closet is also maybe coordinated by color and type of clothing? I can be TOO into organization sometimes. But I USED to be hugely disorganized with stuff everywhere, so there is hope! And, okay, I'm still pretty disorganized when it comes to doing things other than organizing, like for instance from my daily plan for today I have accomplished only one of three tasks. BUT STILL, ONE, THAT'S MORE THAN ZERO. *is trying to be optimistic*

Oh, gee, I'm terrified of chemicals in my brain too. But since I literally do not function properly without them... it sort of became necessary. And now I'm less terrified, though still not to the level we'd call "comfortable" or anything.
2nd-Dec-2008 09:17 pm (UTC)
You must tell me your secrets! How long did this transition take? And yes, one is WAY more than zero. HIGH FIVES!!
2nd-Dec-2008 09:34 pm (UTC)
Oh, I don't know how long it took. I've always been micro-organized like with folders for classes and alphabetizing my DVDs and stuff, and I always know where my stuff is (a must for a messy person), and I think what pushed it over was moving into the teeeeeny tiny dorm room that I had to share freshman year with a girl I didn't even really like and having people I didn't know well over all the time looking at my stuff. And somehow rather than "tidiness," this resulted in awkward levels of organization. I think the most important part of it is that I'm organized in new spaces but still so, so fucking all over the place in my bedroom at home, where I have TONS of stuff and not enough shelves.

Also, I find organizing to be faintly soothing.
2nd-Dec-2008 09:37 pm (UTC)
Uh-oh, I fear there is no hope for me. I can micro-organize for a little while, but it all goes to crap eventually. But I do know where all of my stuff is (generally), so that's good!
4th-Dec-2008 01:22 am (UTC)
Not to distract you from your work, but I have a very important and very quick Star Trek question!

Does the Federation not have some sort of dual citizenship ness? In the TNG episode where Worf leaves resigns his commission to fight in the Klingon civil war, I get how it's a conflict with the Federation, but why can't he, like, do both? That's dual citizenship is, right, or did I totally make that up? Anyway, does the Federation have it, and if not, why? These are important questions!!
4th-Dec-2008 07:30 am (UTC)
Oh, gee. Well, Worf was born on Qo'noS but later adopted by humans and raised in the Federation, but he also went back for the Rite of Ascension and is obviously permitted to wear his little shiny sash thing... so I would GUESS that it's like a dual citizenship, though I don't know that they've said that explicitly in the series. My guess about resigning his commission is that it's a conflict of interest to serve both for Starfleet AND the Klingon Defense Forces, because you can't serve effectively in two militaries at once due to potential conflicts of interest/split loyalties, etc.
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